Monday, October 03, 2005

I seriously don't know wads going on. HAH!you tink i don't noe abt it. but u noe wad, i KNOW. so there. it wasn't me who changed. it was u who changed A LOT. wadever happened to you? i gave up asking my self tat question long time ago.Hur.

i miss the OLD you. now, u have changed completely. i don't know wad to say. Looking at you from another angle, i really discovered a lot. the ugly side of you.i tot u were true to me. all these while, i tot that nothing could break us apart. but how WRONG i was. i made a BIG mistake. wadever happened to you now. hah. i guess you are just toying around. i get it.Do you know anything at all. u noe NOTHING. Do you know tat it hurts a lot when you don't care any way? Do you know that it hurts a lot when you won't let me in? HAHA. wadever happened to the OLD you. well. i guess it's gone forever huh?

i'm not gonna continue to let you rule my life anymore. i shan't live in MISERY. or rather, i won't let you hurt me anymore. All the stuff tat you do. All the things that you say. they are jus done/said WITHOUT any feelings. the NEW you. yeah. i NOTICED. a new set of attitude towards me huh?DON'T deny it. i guess i was wrong about you. GULLIBLE me. falling into your trap deeper and deeper by the day. lying in your arms safely for just A moment and the next second, i m falling into an abyss of MISERY. those STINGFUL sarcasm. those HURTFUL actions. yeahh.you think u noe me. but lemme me spit this out at you. u DON'T. so don't try to act as if you do. how i wish u could scram now.outta my sight. cos the sight of you fills me wif hatred and hurt. BUT, i don't know how to tell you this.A part of me still cling on to the hope that the OLD you will be back. i'm tearing apart. this little part of my heart. hoping that every new day i see you, the OLD you will be back. telling me that all of these is just a nightmare. but deep down, i know TRULY that this ain't gonna happen. so whatever. call me whatever u lyk.I SIMPLY JUST DON'T CARE NOW.


that was from goshiyu's blog. (: owells. cheer up girl! it kindof applies to me and the old banana now.and if you dont know. the old banana's coreen the putty ass.

crap. i rlly dont like her.

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